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[Friday October 16th, 2009 at 3:53pm] I'm looking for a band named Dark Dark Dark. They are on tour with Why? this fall. Does anyone have their CD possibly? Thank you 2 >> reply >>

God Bless [Wednesday August 5th, 2009 at 2:49am] [ music | $$$$ ] I am so sick of people. Im kind of a bitch but i understand why people have problems with themselves these days, i just saw britney spears on the front of a catalog and she was as thin as my pencil. I say this while listening to Desaparecidos. and drawing carrots. I've officially gone crazy. 2 >> reply >>

[Tuesday July 28th, 2009 at 2:26am] [ music | too crazy to care, brians jonestown ] I felt so weird today. It wasn't like i wasn't in my own body. I feel okay now though. My back is really starting to bug me. Among other things. But life ain't so bad. \\ i need to start doing things i say im going to do. My life would be so much better. lets get real here jk 0 >> reply >>

[Saturday November 15th, 2008 at 4:48am] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | The Shins. ] I'm sitting next to my window, in my house in Kalamazoo. and you know.. it's okay. I don't mind it here. I just wish this house, was in Sterling Heights. I miss my dad so so so much. It's so hard not being around him. My mood has definetly declined quite a bit since the move. I didn't realize it until now, but I don't know if i like this! I know he's just a phone call away. its still not that same. I don't know if it's funny or sad how much I talk about my dad.... just the certain things he does/did. And the certain things that i hated, i now miss. I know that i've met such amazing people here and It's been such a great experience. I just don't know if it's worth it. I don't know what im doing here, exactly. I know in a while, when I get my shit together I'll be comfortable wasting all the money to go to school. Because I'm almost 89% sure I know what I want to do when I grow up. But like I said... i don't know if it's worth it now. WHY IS MONEY ALWAYS THE OBJECT AHHHH

[Tuesday July 1st, 2008 at 3:44am] What if... 2 >> reply >>

[Friday January 25th, 2008 at 12:47am] ( happyjoy ) You won't get better til you get worse Yeah you send a little love my way And every second I spend waiting Drags me closer to this grave I'm not alone No, I'm just on my own And I think, it's a little cold outside And so don't be so hard on yourself You won't get better til you get worse 2 >> reply >>

Why do all of my sentences begin with an I? [Friday December 21st, 2007 at 10:32am] I wish everyone would use a livejournal. I wish i could read everyone's thoughts. For the people who have livejournals: I wish you updated more about your life. I feel like im missing out on so much. I just realized im graduating high school in five months. Christmas will not be any better than lasts and this depresses me to a great extent. All i really want to do is finish my stain-glass project in the next room but I would rather not cut my fingers up and bleed everywhere. I dont think i could ever be more ready for this break. Gary taught me a new word to describe me. I am very passive. Me being this way will eventually make me go insane. I tried coffee for the first time today. I drank a lot of it. Also I smoked a lot of cigarettes. Actually I chain-smoked a lot of cigarettes. But im not worried about it, Im not addicted. It was nice to do this all before school. Having enough time to start your day the way you want it to start really makes a difference. Even though my night never ended last night. Despite what everyone else says, Nationals is still enjoyable. Atleast it was this morning. All people talk about now a days is how much they can't stand their home life. I think you should enjoy it while it lasts. I miss when my family used to take time to search for the perfect present, or anyone in that matter. With that being said, I think the only reason why Im excited for this Christmas is because I know I will receive money. With this money I receive Im going start a bank account, Start becoming more serious with my money. I wish her death wasn't the reason why I hate Christmas. I don't hate Christmas. Its just forever ruined. My hands are purple for some reason, weird. I can't wait to live on my own. I can't wait for a lot of things. I especially can't wait for you forever. I guess I will. I hope this gets better. I hope the feeling in my stomach goes away. I hope I stop gnawing at my mouth. I wish my leg would stop thumping. I don't think I've ever used those two words before. As much as i want everyone to update their livejournal, I know I won't update mine. I hope everyone enjoys their day, I know I will. Sorry if this doesn't make sense. I really don't make much sense. <3alyx

[Tuesday June 19th, 2007 at 12:06am] yeah, lifes pretty okay! im diggin' summer. im happy with how things are going. happy to be a senior, cause that means one moreee yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaar

pretty funny that i just updated not even a week ago and said how much i was in love with ross [Sunday September 10th, 2006 at 1:09am] today i realized he wasn't as good as i thought today i realized i don't need him as a boyfriend to make me happy today i realized i don't need boys period to make me happy today i realized i can be myself with people and be happy and it feels so good.

[Monday September 4th, 2006 at 9:49pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | nuttin. ] so dude i haven't updated in like a million years but i thought i should because today is the last day of summer. and we have offically have school tomorrow. this summer has been amazing, really. i found out who my real friends are... i feel in love, and got stuck in it. i drove so many miles oh geeez, i got a job. i have money for once. i'm making the money on my own. i think i matured as a person. and i don't know, i've just done so many things that i've loved and i don't want summer to end because of it. i really did lack on taking pictures this summer, so there's only a few, and that few is of ross. ( mmm '06 ) hmph. now that i really really think of it, i'm kinda glad summer is over. because it was treating me too good. <3alyx 5 >> reply >>

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